is gone.. .
we love you so much Pssht-Cat.
This hurts a lot more than it looks.
We drove to Georgia to pick him up from the breeder. Matt grumbled the entire way for having to drive so far to get a kitten. . .
but then he saw him
and he melted...
He was more Matt's cat than mine.
I mean i loved him but Matt and him... they bonded more i think.
And I'm such a mess I dont even know how to begin to console him.
why am i writing this?
i dont know
maybe in some weird way its cathartic.
PSSHT-CAT WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH. . .and I'm so sorry baby. I'm so friggin sorry you went the way you did, i'm sorry you were in pain, i'm sorry i didnt see it sooner, i'm sorry we had to put you to sleep, i'm sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry.
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Thank you for sharing your story...I think it helps to talk about it and let others know the love you felt for your kitty.
Welcome to the boards...
ChaoticStarlite Wrote:is gone.. .
we love you so much Pssht-Cat.
This hurts a lot more than it looks.
We drove to Georgia to pick him up from the breeder. Matt grumbled the entire way for having to drive so far to get a kitten. . .
but then he saw him
and he melted...
He was more Matt's cat than mine.
I mean i loved him but Matt and him... they bonded more i think.
And I'm such a mess I dont even know how to begin to console him.
why am i writing this?
i dont know
maybe in some weird way its cathartic.
PSSHT-CAT WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH. . .and I'm so sorry baby. I'm so friggin sorry you went the way you did, i'm sorry you were in pain, i'm sorry i didnt see it sooner, i'm sorry we had to put you to sleep, i'm sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry.
admin Wrote:Thank you for sharing your story...I think it helps to talk about it and let others know the love you felt for your kitty.
Welcome to the boards...
ChaoticStarlite Wrote:is gone.. .
we love you so much Pssht-Cat.
This hurts a lot more than it looks.
We drove to Georgia to pick him up from the breeder. Matt grumbled the entire way for having to drive so far to get a kitten. . .
but then he saw him
and he melted...
He was more Matt's cat than mine.
I mean i loved him but Matt and him... they bonded more i think.
And I'm such a mess I dont even know how to begin to console him.
why am i writing this?
i dont know
maybe in some weird way its cathartic.
PSSHT-CAT WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH. . .and I'm so sorry baby. I'm so friggin sorry you went the way you did, i'm sorry you were in pain, i'm sorry i didnt see it sooner, i'm sorry we had to put you to sleep, i'm sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry.
Thanks. They say time heals. . . right now, it's too fresh and raw.
He really was adorable.
I am so sorry for your loss, and for the guilt you feel. Know that even with the best intentions and the best of care, sometimes things still turn out not the way we had planned. I can tell the love you had for Pssht Cat, may the good memories slowly begin to ease the pain. I also have heard time is a good healer. We lost our loved Old English Sheepdog, back in October, and I can still not talk about him, without still having difficulty speaking. There is no date that you says, it is time for your greiving period to be over. It helps to write your feelings, if you have a picture of him, please share it with us, if you feel it will help in your healing.
Our thoughts are with you.
ChaoticStarlite Wrote:admin Wrote:Thank you for sharing your story...I think it helps to talk about it and let others know the love you felt for your kitty.
Welcome to the boards...
ChaoticStarlite Wrote:is gone.. .
we love you so much Pssht-Cat.
This hurts a lot more than it looks.
We drove to Georgia to pick him up from the breeder. Matt grumbled the entire way for having to drive so far to get a kitten. . .
but then he saw him
and he melted...
He was more Matt's cat than mine.
I mean i loved him but Matt and him... they bonded more i think.
And I'm such a mess I dont even know how to begin to console him.
why am i writing this?
i dont know
maybe in some weird way its cathartic.
PSSHT-CAT WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH. . .and I'm so sorry baby. I'm so friggin sorry you went the way you did, i'm sorry you were in pain, i'm sorry i didnt see it sooner, i'm sorry we had to put you to sleep, i'm sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry.
Thanks. They say time heals. . . right now, it's too fresh and raw.
He really was adorable.
The special ones are always in our hearts...
I hope that you are smiling more when remembering your special boy...**HUGS**
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is gone.. .
we love you so much Pssht-Cat.
This hurts a lot more than it looks.
We drove to Georgia to pick him up from the breeder. Matt grumbled the entire way for having to drive so far to get a kitten. . .
but then he saw him
and he melted...
He was more Matt's cat than mine.
I mean i loved him but Matt and him... they bonded more i think.
And I'm such a mess I dont even know how to begin to console him.
why am i writing this?
i dont know
maybe in some weird way its cathartic.
PSSHT-CAT WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH. . .and I'm so sorry baby. I'm so friggin sorry you went the way you did, i'm sorry you were in pain, i'm sorry i didnt see it sooner, i'm sorry we had to put you to sleep, i'm sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry.
Love always always breaks through-- even through the most horrific, painful times. Please know that Pssht-cat knew he was loved.