She told me that its time to go. So I've made the appointment. I dont know what to do, I'm kind of numb with grief. This morning, as she was stumbling around, she looked up at me, cried, and then just let go of her bowels right there.. I told her it was okay, and that I understood.. and that I was so sorry that I couldnt do more to help her.. but I can do one last kind thing for her, that'll make the pain stop.
We go in around 1:30 today.
I'm praying for a miracle to make her better instantly so that I dont have to do this.. its so hard. I keep looking for signs that I've made the right decision.. I hope she doesnt hate me for keeping her in this state for the past few days.. I just needed more time. So today, around 1:30, I will say good bye to my beloved Butterfly Angel forever.
Good bye my beautiful friend.. I'll miss you.
I am very very sorry
My heart is breaking for you, Amanda. I wish you the strength to get through today...
My heart goes out to you and Angel - sending both of you hugs and prayers.
Valerie and Molly
Good bye little one and have a safe trip to the magic land...
My heart goes out for both of you. It's so hard to let them go...
You have made the right decision and your beloved pet also needed this time to say good bye to you and to the family. I know what you are going through but one thing to remember is you are not alone. If you look at us here we have had alot of pets lost this year so know we understand and we are walking this with you. If you need a shoulder to cry on we are here as I said we understand. If you need someone to listen to you we are here. Just do not think you have to walk it alone. prayer are with you.
You've made the right decision at the right time. I'm sorry Mandy. This is very hard. I grieve for your loss.
I am so sorry you are going thru this
I am thinking of you and know that you have done your very best for your beautiful baby girl,
the last thing we can do for our babies when the time is right is the ultimate act of love, but i know how very painful that is
Please know we are thinking of you
sleep well Angel x x x
Its done.. and she's gone. I already miss her.. it was so hard to come home without her today..
it was very peaceful.. she purred right until the end... she left us around 1:45pm.. and heaven must have known how sad a day it was for us because it was raining... my heart is about as broken as it can possibly get.
I sent her body to be cremated, and her ashes will come home to us in about 2 weeks.. there's a lovely urn that I picked out for her.. before we left for the longest drive of my life, I let her outside in the back yard for the first time in her life. Her beautiful blue eyes didnt sparkle or light up like I was hoping they would... instead she just sniffed the grass, stumbled around for a little while, and then cried and tried to get back inside. I was hoping that being let outside would somehow cure her, but it didnt, although she did seem happy to be somewhere new.
Sleep well my friend
RIP Butterfly Angel of Blueskyragdolls
Aug. 21, 2005 - Sept. 28, 2009
you were so young, but were just too good for this world.
I'm sorry for your loss,Amanda. It will be a week tomorrow that my little Peek-A-Boo passed. I know how you are feeling and I'm sorry. I'll be praying for you. She isn't in pain any more. That's what I keep telling myself.